princess living in her prince's land...*

2005-05-07T09:48:00.000+08:00

Last entry b4 i moved.

stop being childish here. if ya hav e courage, i supposed ya no nid to tag here n create troubles, ya can juz FEEL FREE TO LUK FOR ME PERSONALLY. worse, if ya taggin, y bother call yaself *mystery*? ha. it sounded as if those typical SIMPLISTIC thinking.... perhaps ya had watched too much cheena SERIALs.... oh, MAYBE I SHOULD explain what is simplistic to u, cuz i think ya ENGLISH JUST TOO SHALLOW! IT MEANS NAIVE THINKING & TYPICAL CHEENA ARSE PPLE WILL DO.... like wat ya've said, i'm a 3rd party or watsoever? ha! mayb ya oso dun understand the meanin of that!

n apparently, all those ya've said were redundant fer me, & wilson.. u dink we will fall into ur freakin trap n mess up our life?! ha! childish thinking.... we're just too bored after WE'VE GRADUATED....

stop creatin all these woo-haa matters as if e world will pity ya PATHETIC FACE?! stop acting as if ur FRENZ will sympathasize ya.... OH OH, prolly i think they are now! oh, so poor thing.... that ya will hav this ENDING!

y hide?

dun be those typical cheena arse shit la ya. sucha pathetic COWARDz & sore LOSERz....

oh anyways, thks for creating sucha great entertainment here. perhaps ya can be a CLOWN as ur career instead.... oh i remembered, ya ever said ya wanna be an actress nxt time.... ha! maybe ya shd seriously consider abt it!

2005-05-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

I have moved.
This blog is no longer in use.

M O V E D

To unwanted guests:
Maybe you should get a life
And stop hiding behind those screens.
I believe u have better things to do.
If you are so unhappy with my life,
maybe you should stop reading my blog.
Its MY blog.
I have the freedom to write what/how I like.
Thankyouverymuch.
No one is perfect, that includes you.
Have u heard of bad karma?

It will come to u soon.
Im tired of entertaining you people.
My blog is for my friends. Not for u.

Bye. And thanks for coming.

2005-05-05T12:18:00.000+08:00

*mystery*: Hi. apparently if u r not Shu Jun or Shu Jun's fren or whatsoever cuz i don't give a damn at all. if u would like to talk, u're most welcome. No nid to act so secretive unless u are just too timid to face me. Thank u for ur "co-operation"....

2005-05-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

oOo just feel like partying now! aHh~

some sexY booBiLiouSss yUmmieEe arSe sonG playing on my iTunes nw.... muahahaha~

aite. wat to blog? dunno oso. =P aite, am busy uploading some songs. my fren n i r freaking bz over some songs.... haha, she's being damn nice la! ha, went to rip her cds n send to me.... hahaha, in fact i dink she is supposed to acc her bf? =P sorrie man.... we r simply too engrosssSsSsssSs now! hahaha

guess i'm goin out soon~

chiLL'
chiLL'
chiLL'

hahaha~

SEXY COLOR I CHOSE

2005-05-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

just designed a layout. pretty cool isn't it? ha! simply speaks my personality.... owellz, since i'm a lil' bored. i shall tell u all a story. is a true-life story. is all about a gal: Suwhayne. she's my childhood fren. best fren i must sae.

here goes....

Many many years ago, Suwhayne lived in a very big house. She's so called the "Xiao Jie" in her family and among her friends. Basically is because she's the youngest in her family and among friends, she's the one with the smallest in size. She's very innocent, well-protected etc, but she's the most independent child as compared to her elder sister.

As times passed. she finally finished her "must" education. Is time for her to choose between "Junior College" & "Polytechinic". And after several considerations, she made her choice of going polytechnic. She's the type of girl who likes to take things slowly. So she chose a 3 year education instead of a 2 year edu. (Perhaps she's a lil' regretted now)

Finally, she stepped to her polytechnic education, which to her, it is just a half-step to the working world. She never likes to work. From what I know, she worked twice in her entire life. As usual, she did very well for studies. I remembered she wasn't well-liked as before, because she chose to be a quiet, anti-social & cold. She hates to make new friends because she's a very very shy girl. However, she's definitely not a shy girl when in front of her buddies. All her friends know that. She has a group of really close friends and also her ex-classmates. Needless to say, her close friends are female n well, ex-classmates who really her buddies are mostly guys. I can say she's a very likeable friend, only people who understands her will definitely know. =) Just like me.

Few months later, she became popular. In fact, some guys were actually after her without her notice. She's a very stupid innocent when comes to love but she's really a rare species because she's very faithful. I couldn't believe that she had waited for a guy for plain 3yrs and nothing happened. Afterwhich, both of them became good friends. Sad but true, they weren't meant to be together. This girl finally get it over so, she moved on happily. I remembered she got into a really short relationship with someone who was after her but, that guy initiated a break-up within a week. She was upset but luckily, she didn't fall in too deeply. Afterwhich, she got to know a guy. In fact it was another way round. She was attending a birthday party, 3 guys went to know her. But what caught her attention was just one guy. (haha) I remembered she was very shy till her cheeks turned red like 2 apples just punched onto her. Those guys were very naughty, pestered her to stay with them after the party but, this little girl ran off without even saying bye to them. (haha)

On the cab, she received a lot of sms-es. I couldn't remember what she had said, but she mentioned the guy whom she find him really cute actually sms-ed her. After that horrible night, she kept recieving sms-es from another guy. (haha) till 3 months later, the guy whom she find him cute sms-ed her! And asked her out. She was over-whelming! I think she was telling "haha". That's all. Owellz, I shdn't go in depth about this because, it's pretty personal.

Times flies flies flies.... as quickly as i could, she fell for someone who left him a bad impression. (haha, laugh people) Anyway, Suwhayne got together with him after several misunderstandings. She told me it was her first experience, she was very scared. At that moment, she told she was really loved. I could see she really love this guy a lot, his name is Mark. During her first month, she said she never felt this way before.
She asked me, "Janice, am I very stupid? To actually experience true love at the age of 19?"
I replied telling her, "Maybe he's the one?"
She told me he quit smoking for her, changed to someone that is just so perfect for her. In my heart, if i would have known, I'll advise her...."Suwhayne, there's actually evil people around." I chose not to, because I myself think Mark is someone really great.

At her second or third month, perhaps honey-moon periods were over. They starting to have some arguments. Perhaps you guys do not know her too well, this girl is someone whom you can't do anything wrong. Because once you had, she will remember for life. I would bring up Mark's mistake here. Perhaps, he would have remembered if he still loves her.

Many months passed, going to a year relationship just detroyed. In between definitely there's something going on, which my dear Suwhayne was too innocent, naive that she wasn't aware of "IT". I remembered she begged Mark several times/occasions.

[ Once a guy had changed his feelings, he had turned to a monster! Girls out there! Remember this phrase because is very true! ]

*Back to my topic*
Well, this MORON broke my best friend's heart on some special occasion which it meant real lots to her. But monster just do it. My fren broke down and teared her heart out. I know because I met her after that. Once she saw me, she simply teared. I couldn't help it but to cry with her. I was very worried that she would cry till she gone mad. I know this relationship mean a lot a lot to her. But.... shits happened. Apparently, she found something serious in his phone too. She found out there's actually "SOMEONE" alr.... Even worse, because before that, she kept tearing to me, asking me, "Did i do anything wrong to Mark? Did i? I can change. I'm willing to change." I finally came to realise, it wasn't my poor innocent fren's fault. All I know, he will regret one day.

All these sufferings she had gone through.... lasted for a year. In between she was really being tortured! For all we know, Mark started to have the relationship with the "SOMEONE" who was in his inbox the last time. Well, she had came so far, i know all along, she had been busy thinking what she could salvage this relationship. She had a really encourage from both me and his friends. I remembered she always cry in front of his friends. All I could remember, they really took a very good care of Suwhayne. But I would like to say was, she broke down many times. She kept asking me, "What have I done wrong, janice?" she was like someone who had just lost her mind. She was shivering in pain, she was helpless, anguish. She even coughed blood out, she refused to tell him, only only of his friend know. I know she really had just.... died out.

She stopped contacting already afterwhich. But just don't understand that, he kept looking for her when HE IS FREAKING ATTACHED?

Months passed. Miracle happened i assumed. I wasn't why the sudden change. He broke up with the "SOMEONE" and he went back to look for her. She was shocked. She couldn't face the fact. She didn't know how to react: Happy or sad or? All i know she felt really sad for the "SOMEONE" because she gone through it and hoped she understand. Afterall, all these kind of r/s thingy, only HE can decide. [ am i right? ] So she decided to email her, explain to her. Apparently, she did not reply. She expected it, but i know she was very worried.

BUT WHAT SHE RECEIVED WERE CURSES, BLAMING SHE WAS THE BITCH THAT INTERFERRED THE R/S. SHE WAS CLAIMED TO BE THE 3RD PARTY! [ Sometimes i really wondered who was the 3rd party, who was the bitch.... ]

She was confused. She couldn't accept the relationship. Like i said as before, before she actually stepped into the relationship with Mark, Mark asked the other party out n her of course. N explained, therefore that made her to have a piece of mind. That can really show HE mean it. This time he chose not to. Many things happened. He just. I don't wish to go into so detail because all I know, Suwhayne had given up this relationship. She had gone through too much hardship. Even i know she still loves her, till she could explain to me, telling me.... If there isn't any trust, what's love? She said she wasn't feeling secured. somehow, someday, she might just face this again. She rather run instead of facing another SAME problems.

I think this should stop now. Before I cry for her. *sigh*

2005-05-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

i'm back~

whoosh~ been pretty lazie to blog tho. but had been writin my regular diary~

-grinz-

owellz, am i supposed to blog my Part 2 from wil? =P shall kip u in suspense~

anywayz, dunno y i blog. juz feel i shd? ok, shall end it with a song (lyrics) which i'm listening now....

try figurin it tho! ha!

New things are going on every dayThe people always come but never stayI'm counting on you to make it rightI wanna be with you tonight.And you can save me from the darknessAnd you can scare away the monsters in my headAnd you can make me feel like I have somebodyAnd the pain will go away.CHORUS: 'Cause I'm a young pretenderDrowning in my guilt and sorrowI try to be like the others sometimesBy pretending to be somebody I'm not.I'm a young pretenderWanderin' the distanceYou make my life completeI want to see you again.Everybody thinks I'm one wayAs far as they can tellBut some people start to seeThat I'm just not who they want me to be.But then you came alongTo show me right from wrongMy life improved so greatly My heart bursting out in song..CHORUS 2x*in a quieter and more mystic voice*Can't you see I can't pretend no more?What am I even pretending for?I just can't be the girl you want me to beBut if you look inside me you will see..A lone girl, a confused girl, yep that's meAnd if you get to know this real girl you will seeThe fun-loving teen she used to beBut which way to her heart unlocks the key?

2005-04-30T03:18:00.000+08:00

oh, am i supposed to blog????

keke, juz gt hm! dong dong ding ding.... 0319 NOW! i juz gt hm!

ok, today is my 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!

ok, mornin woke up.... watched my vcds again.... mom nagged.... haha, so i showered~ then off we went to intd. plaza~ had brunch at delifrance.... off to do hair~ i din do tho~ waited for my mom till i reli wan to fall aslp.... hopin my baby zac arrived soon~ well, haha.. n waited n waited.... baby flew here!!! carried him n then sat on my leg... reli lve my baby~ *huggs*

afterwhich, went to cityhall, apparently e jap chef wasnt there n shop closed~ sigh.... ended we went to Out Of The Pan.... great plc! i like e concept! keke.... well, had a great meal with my mom, joy god-sis, god-ma n my dearest baby zac!

afterwhich, we went seprate ways after tat, oh i bgt new Levis again~ bleah, as usual lor! well, i've Levis fetish *all along*

brght my mom to esplanade! 1st we enjoyed a reli huge strawberry chocolate! lalala~ then we went to e roof terrace.... n went libr n i booked e pract. rm, played PIANO a fer awhile~

waited dad to fetch us fr lobby~ got hm, dad showered n then~~~~ had dinner with em~ yummy* =P

went hm, cuz i wan to watch tv~ ended up watchin vcd 1st.... after watchin my "Golden Faith".... fell aslp~ awww~ then wilson erm, called mi sayin he reached le.... well, ok! hahaha.... went dwn, wearin so "lok kok" cuz i juz wan to surprise my best pig: suku.... apparently aint her Big day yet lor.... n i hv surprise for her~ hahaha.... well, wilson gav me a SURPRISE! hahaha, tis guy super farnie.... i dunno y la ya....i walked in front of him, then he "aye aye", n i turned, n he pressed sth~ boot opened! hahaha.... i was shocked! all balloons! bleah, i love balloons tho.... saw a card, then search for my pressie.... hahaha.... piang~ k lor, so easy de, found it within secs~ yeah! it was sth reli swt~ sth which i dink pple wun buy nw~ ha~ peng.... *aint gonna sae wats tat*.... but well, i reli love e present.... thks wilson! *huggs*

gav my pig a shock! she juz came bk fr her jog, however! i told a lie juz nw la, made her go bk hall earlier.... bleah, ,meanie baby ya? =P

then er, thinkin where to go!!!! ended up at hol v: brekos~! with jimmy n chin shin too!!!! so hapiie!!!! they played a lot of thingy, n we played "sth called Mi Ma"... luffed a lot!!!! hahaha.... anw tt "Chicken n mushroom" pasta nearly puked! too ah~~~ =PpP

left ard dunno wat time.... when we left, civic n merz were flashin lights at each other.... hahaha~ FUN!

sent suku back hall.... n mi after tt~ ZzZzz..... in e car~ n dunno wat, wil gav mi a kiss.... i was shocked, cuz i was freezin then his lips was so warm! woke up after tt! pengz!!!! hahaha

went hm n blog~ here i am~ received lotsa sms-es~ hahaha..... shant tok abt it....

gonna hav my part 2 ltr from wilson~ dunno wart~ hahaha

2005-04-28T14:13:00.000+08:00

new layout! saw tis on blogskins tho. i edited a bit.... well, kinda sian to do layout again....

however, i might change again soon? aint sure....

Mm yep.... my birthday is approaching.... im so excited.... heehe

2005-04-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

wen u dun hav it u'll wan it..

but wen u hav it u wun wan it anymore..

scary world out there...

im gettin skeptical abt tis world r/s thing anw...

2005-04-26T12:48:00.000+08:00

my room is still in a big mess! well, gettin real tired n all~ sigh* rashes r killin mi still.... been incubating myself for several days.... surprisingly, i dun miss goin out.... owellz, life is gettin.... sigh* i dunno~ no words to describe it outta tho....

anw, been thinkin.... is it all couples love to stay at resort kind of shits in order to.... say.... "nurture" their love or some kind of lame words to describe it? owellz, i din denied tat i did it once.... ha* farnie i noe.... well, juz came bk fr my redang trip sometime last week or so.... uh huh~ i dunno.... i mentioned em b4 tho, so aint gonna cont' bullshittin it!

so wellz, back to my topic.... my rm is still in a BIG MESS! with no ned, some cocky furns layin ard! ha~ boxes, paper bags, containers, my "garang" my "barang".... -grinz-

nobody wld wan to tk er.... at least 1 luk at it! ha! HORrRrReEeEDoOoOoouUus!

owellz, nw im like slpin everywhere in da hse! ha! *creeepie crawlerrrr*

sighH* guess i'll be back shortLY!

@hoMe *muaCkz*

2005-04-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

watchin #mtv nw....

well, nt gd.... im sufferin fr some rashes shit.... they itched alot.... cant scratch too.... well, i dink i goin to mt. al soon, since is e nearest hosp. avail....

yest had a shoppin spree.... but 1 thin i din get was my wallet.... juz nw my pig asked mi if i wan to go buy my present? well, i said no.... another thingy which is affectin me was.... haiz.... shant tok abt it.... cried till i slpt yest nite....

anw my shoppin spree.... bgt lotsa roxy shits..... well, it was reli shiok i muz sae.... but when i gt hm, sigh~

wil came n picked mi up tho cuz i was reli feelin nt gd.... while my mom n my aunt were buyin facial thingy n oso cosmetics? uh huh.... was sup to fetch my mom hm too but they wanna go crystal jade to settle their dinner.... wil came to taka n fetched me... thks! was sup to go over for din cuz sis made great pasta.... sorrie... rashes killin mi....

well, i dunno wat i wan to blog.... kind bored so sigh....

hai~ is there any remedy?

2005-04-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

hey peeps, well, juz gt hm....

aite, prolly i'll b a lil crappy here, but well.... ish my blog rite?

woke up at 5, e itch juz woke mi up. cant stand it anymore. called wil askin him how. i was shocked he answered my call, cuz i tot he'll be aslp liao. chatted awhile. n i tried to slp again. so diff, i was lyin on e bed till 8.... wil called mi v early, whoa, he's amazin, woke up so early.... but i asked him dun come over cuz v ma fan. n i said i go myself can le. n of cuz due to other reasons, i was.... nvm....

well pple, afterwhich, i walked home. it was reli a whoa thing i ever did. i love walkin. everyone noes abt it. e best record i did was from hol v to toh yi.... =) well, yep.... whenever im dwn, i'll walk.... on my way hm, saw this reli sporty camry. wah, cant stand it. feel like drivin again.... -grinz-

on my way hm, under e hot sun, carryin my medicine n my brunch.... tinkin all these while.... act. there's a change in my life. sth came back to me too fast tt made mi hard to breathe. i was shocked. i wld rather prefer my past. cuz tis, i got cursed by someone. i reli felt so bad tt i did sth stupid. i emailed someone n explained my part. but, she juz stood up with her stubborness. well, mayb i shd 4giv n 4get like wat i always do. but, as time flies.... beginnin not to be able to tk it anymore.... each one has its own limits.... i hav mine too.... mine: exploded....

i told myself tt "hao ren nan zhuo".... isnt it? recently, my fren came n asked mi.... wat wld u do if someone u love left u again? i wld juz sae..... i'll let him off tis time.... altho i did e last time.... it came back.... peeps, do u biliff wat urs will come back eventually? i biliff lotsa pple biliff it.... i do biliff for myself.... but at times i guess, b4 startin to hv another r/s with e same person, gotto be hav a strong n stable trust n assurances.... peeps, ask urself, if u dun hv such factors, wld u go back? no.... for me is no.... cuz i wun wan to get hurt again....

i was pretty dwn a yr ago.... time spent was so hard. well, ibut at least i noe my stand. i dun understand some gals wld use some tricks or whichsoever to get someone u love back.... think carefully, if u used such tricks or watsoever n he's back.... do u hav doubts of wantin him again? i guessed u all juz tot of winning or losin.... prolly juz a sore loser cuz u cldnt accept e fact tt he left u n went back to another person.... if they were meant to be.... nth can stop em.... my theory: if u love someone.... let him/her go if he/she does want to..... is juz so simple.... y force love? wat matters is still ur special someone's heart.... if he came back cuz he pitied u, or whichever reasons.... i wld suggest, dun go back to tis r/s... cuz i noe in e end, u r one who gt urself trouble again.... y dun u stop it? n blesss em???

nwdaes pple r reli selfish. they dun dink e way I think? im not a saint. im not an angel. im nobody juz a simple ger. tts all.... heard my frenz sayin im a rich kid. etc etc etc.... well.... im still student. how rich can i be? is not cuz ur family backgrd n u judge e person.... im not a rich kid. im a spendthrift. i guess? i dunno.... well, i admit i love branded goods. fr young, pri sch onwards, i started to fall in love with branded goods.... mayb called it spoiltbrat. but, is me. i buy em cuz i could afford em e last time. i hate pple callin mi im rich etc etc etc.... time flies.... i startin to drop my taste of clothes a lil.... i love roxy.. my whole wardrobe is full of roxy, nike, adidas.... all brands, u name it, i hav it. i hav some gio tees, tis is when i sae i dink i've dropped my taste a lil.... cuz they r simple design. i like simple design clothes.... even roxy etc.... i chose e most unique design. roxy is e only brand which once i noticed it, i will buy it immd! w/o 2nd thoughts, cuz i noe.... i will miss it.... i love to pamper myself.... accessories like my ear rings... all fr ripcurl/roxy.... necklace oso fr perlini..... w/o fail.... i love branded goods..... tts me, nth can change e fact.....

well, i dunno y i blog tis... mayb cuz i nv got cursed by someone b4.... n i got it behind my back n my fren told me... felt reli bad..... if tis r/s will brin me such state..... well.... i wan my simple peaceful life.... i hv my family n my pigs n frenz... im contented alr.....

2005-04-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

aite, kinda bored~ erm, guess i'll update here.... erm, am i sup to? sianz....

2005-04-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.... ah~ dunno wat to do nw....

shall tok abt yest? early in e mornin, my son smsed mi.... suntan? haha. of cuz i said YES. initially he wans to go island, but i dink by e time im freee, alr like 3plus? so i suggested sig park lor.... well, he agreed! so i drove to nus early in e mornin till afternn.... i brgt food for my dear pig n acc her to walk ard tho.... i wish........ sigh*

well, afterwhich gt hm, played with baby for awhile, then met up nana n off we went to sig park.... asked my son to buy my egg mayo again.... when he saw me.... he said im a AFRICAN KID! aite aite, how nice rite? muahahha... but i like... cuz i liked to be tann~ hahaha...

stayed there we chit chat etc etc.... till dunno wat time, left fer ntuc... son n i were mad! nana n dear freaked out... haha.. they luffed n scared! =P kiddin.... wel, aft buyin food, my son was e chef of e nite... ahaha... cabonara! special order fr ME... keke... then blahhhhhhhhh... dear's mom called... sheesh, n guessed wart? she cooked my share too... damn sad la...im reli damn full... so in e end, acc him bk n ate... he didnt la! guo fen! hahaha... then we stayed at e hall cuz im juz damn lazie to walk up.... then auntie came dwn... asked mi whether i wan to drink some herbal tea... n dunno y she said i like de... AHH!!!!!!!!! i tot was those blackblack tea.. phew.. it was purple kind.. haha.. my fav.. so nice of her rite... =PpP she even poured fer me... *shy* hahaha... k la, watched my fac show of cuz.... yeah~ then drove out to send son n nana who were at their hse alr.... sent em to ZOUK! ahz~ tempted~ hehe... nvm....... alr sort of havin tis vow of not clubbin man....

afterwhich saw dblo too.... *droolz* kiddin... was quite tired so asked him to send mi hm..... then yeah......

k la, v lazie to blog liao...

//can anyone help mi on my comin bdae? sigh.....

2005-04-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

well, juz gt hm....
tuesday????

alrite, woke up quite early again.... as usual.... my face is peelin reli v horrible, but nw, feelin better.... as in looked better.... hate tis after effect kind of peeling shit.... only my face is e prob la.... others wow!!!! hahaha.... i'm pretty satisfied tho....

owellz, till afternn, sup to go NUS, guess i'll juz drive over la, too lazie to tk a cab.... apparently my damn EZ LINK card oso cashless i guessed....

Mm, so went to mit wil then we flew to IKEA.... had reli fun lookin at those la, tokin abt our future etc.... ha! wellz.... i bgt sth fer my baby zac of cuz.... oh we had meals at erm, e cafe.... YUMMY!!!!

well, juz wanna tok abt sth which im reli pissed abt~ well, after ikea i went to dear's plc.... then we watched tv blah.... as usual la yeah? then rachel called.... oOoOo... here it goes.... tellin u guys y im so pissed....
http://www.sincerelyyours-rachel.blogspot.com/

mayb u can refer to my dear fren's blog.... hahaha (lazie to type)

anw juz wanna sae... guys r reli overnite piece of shits! esp. MALCOLM! however he'll def hv bad karma.... for sure...

rachel... dun b sad.. wats urs will be urs, n it'll come back eventually... is juz a matter of time.... meantime... enjoy ur singlehood.... rem e book u r readin nw? n i read tt when i was in redang.... well, i reli dink it helps a lot!!!! n im learnin fr it too...

i've more to sae.. i shall write in ya comment box tml

2005-04-18T08:43:00.000+08:00

hey people, i'm back....
aite, i shall tok abt erm, my Redang trip....

anw i juz reached sg yesterday mornin @ around 6am.... supposed to be on sat eve we'll be hm, which is yar.... sth cropped up.... ahaha....

happily we missed our ferry n our one n only coach la! ha. our frenz got messed up by e timing. was reli "HUH!" tho cuz reli lookin forward to be hm soon alr. but yar! n so, last resort, we took e last ferry from redang n waited for our coach which we booked ourselves.... aye shd sae is laguna redang pple helped us booked.... owellz, e svc is damn gd la! ha!

aite, e trip.... well well, basically juz my life cuz there's my sea, sand, SUN! sheesh~ it was reli fun. n nw im reli tann~

1st day: 10hrs coach! included an hour of ferry!
reached ard dunno wat time la ya? i noe it was time for lunch! so after checkin in, looking ard, went for out 1st lunch! buffet styled! woohoo.... e interior design is reli whoa! ok, shall stop tokin "school" here! since we've all graduated! hahaha.... aite, e food was alrite.... haha.... then afternoon activity! SNORKELLING. whoa! tis was wat im lukin for la! we pract. ourselves near e shore, n it was reli damn funny la! it was my 1st experience! n of cuz my dear's.... we were so ku-ku, SUKU! hahaha, at 1st we couldnt get used to it cuz all along we breathed usin our nose wart! n nw is mouth.... sheesh.... damn cock i noe! but owellz, heckz! keke.... i was reli terrified! lucky dear was there.... n of cuz my gd fren: rachel lor.... keke.... lalalala~ then after like erm, dink it was 2pm, then we walked to e jetty.... waitin to board e boat n out to e DEEP BLUE sea.... hahaha! hey peeps, i dunno how swim aite, are u all worried fer me?! ha! wellz, i was reli scared cuz i hv e vest ya? n dear was there for me. along e way, was afraid rac will hav sea sick cuz she had this small lil habit? yar, everything went well.... yeah! ok, reached our deep clear sea! hahaha.... *shivers*
OMG! it was GREAT! had so much fun dwn there! all along dear n i were holdin hands snorkelling.... hey! reli cool rite? heehe~ i dunno, i felt loved a lil~ n of cuz i was with my gd fren too.... we 2 held hands too.... i felt tis friendship i hv is reli e best gift fr god. thks! thks rachel too.... then e session lasted like an hour plus.... whoa reli tiring.... aint supposed to travel out of e zone they marked but erm, this lifeguard cum diver brght us out.... n he brght up alot of sea creatures??? hahaha... like starfish, sea cucumber! corals etc etc.... well, i screamed quite a no. of times cuz he forced me to touch starfish which looked so ah! n e feelin was so grossss! sheesh.... everyone laughed at me.... thks man! *malu* then blah blah.... time's up, we got up e boat n back to our resort.... wellz, this time we sat outside with the mly guy.... whoa! cool! i can nv experience it in sg! clear blue sea, bright sun, scenery.... sheesh! life is a bliss!
when we r back, some went back la, but i went to sun tann.... at 1st at e pool with dear n all, but mi n rac went to e beach.... cuz better la! then blahz.... went back to shower n get ready for dinner! yeah.... dinner was alrite! hehe... n at nite, there's no activities tho.... so we went back to our rms n played cards~ rac was tired so she slpt 1st.... n left mi with our frenz.... then lyin beside dear, at e same time tokin to daniel abt "xing shi".... well, i was reli sad.... i nearly cried cuz it reminded mi of my past, when dear left me alone.... sobz* even tho i noe he still contacted mi every now n then, called mi n met up, went over his plc for dinner etc.... n toked to auntie too.... auntie toked to mi alortz, even tis yr chinese new year tho.... wellz among all, i only rem she said sth, she hoped mi n wilson will be back.... n nw? after a yr, we got back 2gether.... well, is tis called fate or? well, if we r meant to be we will.... ok, back to topic.... im quite well, nvm la.... then i fell aslp on dear's bed.... n again, he pecked on my cheeks when i fell aslp.... *baby on our wiljan's land....*

2nd day: supposed to be up to watch sunrise.... all of us K.O except dan.... hahaha.... aite, woke up like 830? hahah... nvm... had our b'fast.... wow! BEST b'fast la! so much to munch munch~ yeah! aite, n we hav to go snorkelling again, this time at marine ctr.... those shallow water kind? ha! ok, then mi n rac din went cuz we were v full.... dear n frenz went so yep.... rac n i went to pick shells.... woo~ lovely.... then after awhile, we got back, washed n dried our stuffs.... changed to bikini again, went to tann as usual.... then dear all back.... haha.. he came to mi n kiss mi sayin he miss me? ha! CORCK! muahaha.... k la, sweet la.... then back to my beach.... whoa, tann for quite stime, mi n rac skipped lunch cuz we had late b'fast, aint hungry too.... n we went to play with e sea n waves..... so cool, so so cool!!!! aite, played like half day.... n rested awhile, n dear all came n joined us.... hahah.. they rented a kayak! madness la! shant tok abt tis, cuz my hands reli breaking!!!!

ok la, then we went to collect shells, dear too... amazing~ ha! blahz.... then at nite again, played cards n all.... but we went to ktv la! i sang "yong qi".... hahaha.... well, hahaha! nice la this song! keke, as usual....

then back to resort.... n dink we k.o ba.... cant reli recall.... n well, e nxt day, which is e missed ferry n etc etc etc ya???

ok, then when we reached singapore, dear sent mi hm, n back to his.... crazie man.... we took 170 fr causeway lor, tellin him we all tired le, i can handle n go back myself.... but he kept insisted.... AYOz! k lor.... heehe.... when we reached hm, he called mi n we chatted awhile... i kept askin him to slp la, cuz i wan to wrte my diary.... aite.... then we rested.... till like 3pm.... n i flew over to his hse.... lucky auntie din sae im black! hahaha.... if not she sure nag.... she's like my mom, prefer gals to be fair fair.... but erm, i like to be BLACK. well, im tis sporty kind~ hahaha.... rough n tough! ahhahaah! faints! then at nite, went to alex's hse again, tis gd bro of wil, oso my reli gd fren.... was there for me when i was reli dwn.... ha! ok, then he luffed at wilson 1st then mi.... bleah! sickenin... sayin we were indians! hahaha.... ok lor.... we sat there played erm, PS2! whoa, e rest played maple la.... hahaha.. we played soccer too... so gan cheong.... well, then est msged mi... askin mi to my fav makan shop.... ok lor! OnZ! dear joined.... hahaha.... we ate like erm 2plus.... wah, snful ah! dun wanna be fat lo!!!! =PpPp k then hm swt hm, i reached hm at ard 3am i dink.... n dear fetched my son (cj) hm too.... heehhehe...

that's all!!!!! *applaused!!!!**** my super long entry

//photos to be uploaded soon!!!!

2005-04-13T10:05:00.000+08:00

well, is my last entry liao b4 i leave sg.... actually not reli keen to go la.... had my last min pack tis mornin? 1plus.... had a quick packin tho.... dunno wat i bring actually, juz look at my wardrobe n chuck all in there.... anyhow.... is juz a short trip.... n hope i can reli relax there lor....

tk care peeps... will be back to upload pics ya? b4 i end tis.... i'll upload a few pics k? wait awhile yar~

baby n dear

baby

2005-04-12T01:28:00.000+08:00

owellz, juz gt hm nt long.... sheesh, im juz freakin hungry lor! havin tis serious craving! sigh*

my cheese mushroom prata & maggie goreng for gdness!!!!

dear wanted to buy but aya, waste petrol tho~ ha! *thoughtful* bleahz. like shitz....

well, was doin another layout for this blog! ha! damn cool.... gonna be nice~ yeah~~~~ gonna be after my redang trip la~ cuz tml im gg out again....

well 2dae.... Mm, went out in e eve with dear to batok.... so erm.... went to buy his shorts n e'thing.... n tis moron reli damn amazed by disposable underwear?! ha! well, he bgt la! my god, for hygience sake! pls do so~ in e end, he listened to me.... hahaha... anw~ ha! wanted to buy my eye liner but dinkin of it am i gonna used it often? aya.... i finished mine alr~ aya~ dunno leh.... hahaha~ crazie~

anw, after shoppin ard, went back to dear's hse to hv dinner.... n sheesh, ran up to toilet 1st cuz havin bad tummy ache.... was so pain till i din went to call anutie 1st.... aya~ hahaha.. felt so bad n i felt so pain inside e toilet.... apparently was enjoyin a lil cuz lucky i brght in ipod! wanted to grab some papers la! but din~ hahaha.. can u all imagine how pain it was?!!?!??! =\

after doin e biz, ran dwn to call auntie... n dear's turn to use toilet.... hahaha... n then auntie came up, n we 2 chatted while watchin tv.... actually v scary la, even tho we did chat on phone~ hahaha!!!! very funny.... anw she's a very funny mom! but dear is damn mean to her at times! cant stand it.... owellz..... aya, they all kept callin mi skinny~ wat e hell la! =\

anw after havin dinner, had nausea~ sigh... dear too... wonderin whether e damn batok's mac's fault??!!!! nvm.... nw feelin a lil better~ yawn~ kinda tired....

finally gt back my nokia 7610.... enuff of k700i! well, dear gonna change hp too, mayb to mine? aint sure... dunno him la~ crazie..... hahaha!

anw yar~ had lotsa pics to be uploaded here but IM JUZ TOO LAZIE! too bad!!!! hahaha....

well, k la, i dink im v lazie to type here liao~~~~ will blog when i rem ltr!

2005-04-11T13:36:00.000+08:00

owellz, is reli farnie.... hahaha~ was chattin with my sec schmates tho... n found his gf is a taurus gal too.... n apparently he's a aqurius! muahaha..... i told him well, my boi too.... so hows things betw da both of ya? he said well, alrite so-so.... omanz! so farnie... i mean wellz, i dunno y i juz find this reli hilarious?! haha, oOopz! butz is reli kewl la! dunno y....

anihow ha! im reli bored i muz sae! i wan to hav peach strudel~ omg~ i miss gdns life~ sigh!

if only i can go back~ my swing n everything~ aww~~~~

owellz, in my strudelz lanz again... well peeps! will update again!

however i hv some chores to be done... sae like pack my luggage?! well! LUGGAGE! is A big word! m not goin anywhere far~ juz erm a few hrs trip? m gg redang with my dear!

hahaha~ apparently well, we r goin to buy some shorts ltr... i mean him! not mi.... i dink im nt gettin anythin.... sheeesh~ so nt prepared! ha! well, wateva~ tts me!!!!

//listenin to some chinese songs nw! AH they r killin me lar! freakin cant understand a single word?!?!!? juz wo ni... blah! hahaha... faints~

2005-04-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

aite pple.... kinda lazie nw~ sup to go happy tonight, but was toooo lazie.... sigh

dear kept askin mi over fer dinner la, but was too lazie.... even wan to come over n fetch me.... wah no-no la.... reli feel like stayin hm n die? ha!

in e end had dinner with grandma lor. long time nv go over her plc alr so yar.... till nw hv e energy to blog lor.... k la.... rest well pple....

will be "charged" by tml?

2005-04-10T14:38:00.000+08:00

yeah, juz woke up? dear called mi at 2pm.... n i juz woke up.... din noe its alr tt "early", dink i slpt late last nite.... or tis mornin?

aite, both of us went to catch a midnite again.... v nice.... Pacifier.... ehehehe.... had a gd luff, great show....

afterwhich we went hm cuz tired.... i fell aslp again.... kissed mi to wake mi up? aya~ -blushed-

anw, he made mi sth!!!! wah, hahaha.... is a photo frame.... dink it was 2daes ago's incident la.... i forgot to sae.... anw he's damn farnie la.... hahaha.. presentation wise was alrite la ya.... cant compared e things i made fer him, quoted"wilson lim"

hahah.... k la, my brain is not functionin tt well, blog ltr~

2005-04-09T09:05:00.000+08:00

alrite alrite.. i juz did it like less than 15mins? haaha.... well, woke up at 7am.... dunno y, prolly im used to it.... altho last nite i slpt quite late....

dear came over, but din wan to mit cuz i reli nt feelin well, left pills at my gate.... due to my laziness, i asked my sis to collect for me b4 steppin to e door....

well, was reli painful lar, i laid on my bed for entire day.. i almost died lor.... hahaha.... nw im feelin better.... time to go OUT man.... i wan to catch a movie: pacifier!!!! gdness gracious! muahahaha....

well, yest i was a lil upset.... ath n i were like HUH when we saw our results.... she sup to get an A, n mi sup to get at least a B.... both dropped.... n worse! due to my damn C+, gpa dropped.... =( i cried.... i reli wan to go NUS.... seems like is forcin mi to leave sg n enter mel u???? NO.... i wun wan to leave.... hai.... sadz.... nw hopin~ hopin dunno wat.... haiz....

dunno wat's nxt~ v sad..... aite, dun wanna blog liao....

had a swt dream tt i recieved a stalk bleu rose!

2005-04-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

juz gt hm.... showered~

well, went over to stupid jurong again.... 2nd time over just to return VCDs?! ridiculous~ well, wateva!

cant rem wat i wan to sae alr~ yar.... mayb is bedtime lo.... =)

nitez pple~

2005-04-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog? again.... super lazie nw.... heez~

i'm still at wil's plc~ hurhur~ din go hm ever since yest.... y? cuz we've bbq.... had a super funny bbq la.... anw both of us got cut on our hands~ duh... stupid tongs~ k, then my fren n i were like erm.... standin under e "not so heavy" rain, preparing n oso startin fire? hahaha.... well, i was drenched! nvm la.... had fun n hapi can liao~ n in e end, i was named: corn baby? hahahaha~ cannot stand it.... but i like corn ma~ can't help it....

afterwhich, we went to thomson with our frenz to hc prata~ afterwhich awhile ltr.... we went hm... reached ard dunno wat time la.... then i went to shower 1st or my dear? hahaha.... dunno who la.... ayo~ then me, this baby is erm.... late fer my bedtime~ yawn yawn~ n apparently i dink i slpt 1st.... dear was readin book! bleah.... but i rem he kissed mi b4 he k.o~ hahaha.... ok la~

***missin these days~ i missed it for like goin a yr?*** faints!!!!

well well, we woke up v late...? hahaha, when we went dwn.... auntie was sayin again, wah so late ah? well, tho i heard it like many times b4? hahaha.. bleahz... she said tt in a jokin manner of cuz! ha!!!!

well, erm, she left fer erm, shoppin at chinatown area? n oso.... we were left alone for e whole afternn!!!! n so.... we had a damn madness idea!!!! of.... havin bbq in e afternn!!!! 1plus!!!!!!!!!!!! n is like freaking hot?!?!!??!?!!!?!? muahahah~ it was hot.... *melts* both of us sweat like mad.... omg! is *SIAO* hahahaha.... ok la, then we bbq lor~ started fire n all~ wah~ *SIONG*

afterawhile, auntie back.. is when e time we were washin e porch la.... we din noe it was 5pm when we r ready? wah!!!! time is movin damn fast lor! muahaha.. or we woke up late tts y we..................... had a short afternn~ muahahaha~

n affterwhich................. we decided to hv a shower... n oOoOo... i was lazie la.. so watched my fav. gilmore~ n he fell aslp... came online n chat~ haha... one entire nite wasnt online as if i was bein left out alone in a wierd world! muahahaha.... k la, sounded a lil exgera'.... but well..! heck!!!!

ok la. had dinner n blahz! a lil full? had some soup n rice n BLAHZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz.. ahaha~ lame i noe... but heck~

anw, catch up with some of my sec frenz juz nw... decided to mit up? muahaha~ hope so ba, promised her to tell her abt~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ tt i'm erm......................... ****TOP SECRET**** muahah~ lame i noe... but i will reveal after i met her la!! lalala~~~~ mad~

ok la, watchin tv~ n nw~~~ so hot alr~ i guessed im leavin soon???? muahaha.... ok la....... cont ' to blog ltr~~

rac: if u r readin this.... ur turn to UPDATE LA! i reli v lazie to type lor..... argh~~~~~ ***update pic soon***

2005-04-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

alrite, i am reli bored! hahaha.... starin at my stupid computer.... n then laid on my bed juz nw.... thinkin a lot of things....

part of it.... my bdae wish! heez~ well, even i can giggle lo... i dink im a lil insane lor....

juz nw nus called mi.... askin for my address cuz they sae sth wrng with my add.... HUH! weird... sigh, wat r they sendin me? tell mi i can get in?!?!?! sheeeesh.... hahaha.... aya, i reli wan nus lor....

smu no emails too accord to shihui tt they will send.... sigh... i dink my mail is 4eva full too.... damn.... wat man!

sigh.... i am reli v sianz lor.... dinkin of wat to do leh.... wanted to go sun tan.... but was too lazie.... hahaha... sigh~

aya.... k la.... dun wanna blog liao.. so sianz

2005-04-03T11:22:00.000+08:00

blog blog.... wat to blog? lazie to type....

laterz!

2005-04-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

Mm... ok, whole day~~~~

woke up v early, helped my mom a lil then my poor darlin zac is sick~ well, tml is his 1yrs old bdae! hope he will recover by tml~

afterwhich, went to fetch wil n he drove to our stupid dip show plc... timberlux? sth like tat i guessed.

tt plc so "lok kok" lor... hahaa... then after tt, we "chopp chopp" n asked est n rac to town.... had pasta mania~~~~ yummie.... hahaha.... sup to hv subway la, but.... feel like havin both but Mm! i gotto choose one~ since i'm e baby, i made e choice of goin pasta MANIA! hahaha... bleah since is oso stud price ma.... muz mk gd use of our stud card nw! hahaha....

kk, then erm.... went shoppin a lil~ was discussin of when to go clubbin~ well, sup to be tml nite.... i asked nana~ n she said go 2nite cuz cj gt invites!! was so excited la... wanted to go.... but decided not to..... so.... well... decided not to alr.... Mm~ clubbin is jus to hav fun.... n dance....

then sent est n rac to town mrt.. n sent wil hm.. n im hm.... well, friday nite im hm.... amazin rite? feelin reli gd nw... cuz i juz showered... refreshed.. n chattin with my best fren-rac~ on some issue....

love is selfish... but i cant be selfish.... haiz....

well..... tts abt it... blog ltr i guess~

2005-04-01T08:38:00.000+08:00

like i said b4, is always hard to be a gd person. pple stil dink u r a devil. nvm. i noe i did try my best to explain wat i can. n convey msg fr him to her... well... nvm...

yesterday... rushed to sch again... finally i returned all my libr books n paid fine of cuz. as usual. n went back to studio.... seein all my coursemates again, so cool la. some of em were catchin a movie n e'thing....well, nvm.. lazie to blog.... at e same time i was disturbin shihui of cuz.. she's so funny.... well, somehow a new fren aye? kiddin.... knew her existance for quite awhile....

was browsin thru gv site.... dinkin wat movie to watch.... guess it'd gonna be "Be Cool".... well, thks to my lovely flyin sis, gav us another pair of movie tix.... altho e last time i reli detest catchin a movie. HA! tts janice n is me....

well, mm.... afterwhich, was helpin a lil layout for him.... n we flew to designers' pad to hav our mini snack session... well, shd hv gotten cabonara instead.... argh, my frenz made mi waited fer soooooo long....

nvm, n so we went to peace n do our printing.. expected tt we ougt to wait.... so well, waited at parklane... some went to hv billard, n mi n wil went to arcade of cuz.... ha! great drivin session we had! boo! well.... hahahaha.....

n well, after s'times we went back to mac... est came... yeah n joined us... we were playin dan's new phone... samsung blackie phone. ha! lookin at my 7610, gettin tired of this phone man! n even tho i bgt 2 of em! gdness! im insane~ ha.... well..... aftwhich back to printin shop, collect our stuffs n all, wanted to catch a movie or midnite.... but since we were carryin such a big board, decided to go back hm 1st.. took a reli cool bus back hm... ha... ok, reached his plc, saw er jie... she's back... ha! n afterwhich he went to shower n as usual, my bolster n dvd?~ ha... yeah.... was watchin it while he's happily bathin... wanted to shower BUT I WAS JUST TOO LAZIE.... ha! as usual la....

Mm well, had dinner with er jie n jie fu? had a reli great dinner.... they were so funny... then auntie came dwn.... hahaha... luffed along e way.... n reli nice food... n always love auntie's cookin... i missssss pig trotters lor, seriously~

aft eatin, back to #8... haha... then i dink i fell aslp.... aya, stupid pig, always slp v early.... then erm.... went to fetch cj n yan too... cuz on e way.... he's a chauffuer... only to cj... my lovely son... ha!

owell, went to timah plaza awhile cuz i 4got to bank in money.... then ok, sent yan hm 1st then me.... n they went over to mit nana... n brght her over to mit bran as well i guess..... n guessed he was catchin up with his gang... while i dink i alr fell aslp.... ha... ok... tt doesnt sound like me of cuz... but well, i dnk after major, i adjusted my time wrngly... well, pretty hard to adjust back a lil tho.... i'll try~

alrite~~~~ oh! b4 i 4got, most annoyin thing which happened was! i missed SMU call lor... freak! was reli agitated la..... cuz.... dunno? even tho i reli wan to go nus... ha! owell, tts abt it.... kinda long yeha? well, is crap! ha!

tk care all.... *hugggs*

2005-03-31T10:29:00.000+08:00

aite, juz finished designin this layout! hahaha.... luks cool~ roXified janice~ as usual.... well, wat to blog?

aya, v sianz.... waitin for tat man to start e blog so my frenz can refer? =PpPp

Mm... wat to blog? sianz.... aite, i woke up quite early.... dunno y oso lor.... last nite met up with him at our usual hangout.... then bk hm.... bgt bird nest fer my mom.... haha~ i like tt bottle~ *thoughtful*

aite then erm.... dunno wart la.... sick n tireed~

ltr stil gotto do some shitty wrks fer erm.... dip show???? ah~ waste time man.... i rather stay hm n play with my darlin zac lor....

blog ltr la~

2005-03-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

Mm well, wat to blog? actually felt reli funny nw cuz i dink, many pple r readin this.... in fact i hadn't been bloggin here.... well~ Mm~ (but popular demand? ha! -cheeky me-)

Mm well, erm.... 2dae went to sch.... nwdaes i hav been wakin up v early n slp v early tho~ early? as in once i got hm, after shower n i juz k.o~ keke.... aite, drove to sch 2dae.... went to fetch someone lo.... hor???? r u readin tis???? =p then Mm.... this is bad la.... again i ate 2 bowl of rice lor.... thks to U! stupid wilson.... keke.... ok la, i love tat pig trotters~ esp. e gravy.... tasted like my fav bak kut teh.... so w/o any hesistation.... i drowned myself in tat pig trotters gravvvY!

afterwhich, read papers n e'thing.... well, as usual la~ then sup to wait fer da jie n auntie to be hm.... but din, cuz a lil late~ so erm, he drove my car la! as usual tho.... ha!

well well, went to sch n collect our prjs back.... awhile ltr, went back.. sent him back 1st... then ate same food again.... sheesh~ this is bad rite? sup to go out, but i was a lil sian.... feel like stayin hm.... so erm, last min change of plan, so sorrie to make him acc me back tho.... again he flew hm~ n yep....chatted online a lil b4 i left to mit his fren.... n last min plan again.... went to alex's hse lo.... had steamboat.... -yummie- kimchi style~ hahaha.... mi him, nana, xiao kai, huiyan n alex~ but alex~ how wonderful, he FELL ASLP! omg~ hehehe.... awhile ltr, we were v hot n erm, so we left.... nana went bk hm.. i went to his plc lo.... watched tv.... wah i dink ahz.... had been stayin at his plc like e'day!!!! hahaha.... he still wans mi to stay over... wah best~ thks~ *ahem* =P

well, then i fell aslp lo... as usual.. .cant stand it... hahaha... cj my son.. msged~ *ahem* hahahaha.... shant go into details.... wah, a lil sian bloggin all these man.... i prefer writin to my own diary man.... ha!

well, i muz sae.... we had separated for goin 1 yr alr.... n we r back 2gether.... Mm~ well....... stay happie....

*blog again la... v lazie to blog*

2005-03-28T10:20:00.000+08:00

i'm so lazie to blog.... wat to sae? been with my dear dear almost e'day? =P ok la, i dunno wat else to sae....

Mm.... i hope i can hav more energy to blog here yeah? tk care~

i'll post some cute pics soon~ =D

2005-03-22T10:52:00.000+08:00

halo....

athena asked mi to update! well, so i did! altho i haven edit a lot of things la! but.... i'll do it soon....

=)

2004-10-15T02:17:00.000+08:00

Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father
Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father
Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father
Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father
Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father
Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father
Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father
Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father
Father Loves Mother
Mother Loves Father

pic of e day..

We love our cutie Zac.. keke..

2004-10-07T13:07:00.001+08:00

holiday~~~

finally all wrks r submitted.. n ya..

sad to sae i juz had my majot prj breifing yest.. damn stress.. is reli e last prj we gonna complete liao..

*gosh* haven started doin it, i oreadi feel so stress.. *faints*

gonna grad soon.. hmm.. wat's nxt? further studies of cuz rite.. =)

//let's get back to e plc where we came fr.. those daes we spent.. love ya lots.. =)

2004-10-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

pic of e day..

2004-10-03T13:32:00.000+08:00

God sent me an angel from above.
To comfort me with happiness
And shower me with love.
This Angel of mine is the one I adore.
I know that if he leaves me,
My heart will be torn.
He is the moon, the stars, and the sun.
Being with him is always fun.
He brings many emotions
Like happiness, sadness, and devotion.
This angel is special.
He is one-of-a-kind.
For me not to see this
I would have to be blind.
He is always there for me
And he's given me love- times seven.
I just want to thank God
For this angel from heaven!

2004-10-01T10:59:00.000+08:00

p3 is over..

p3 is over..

p3 is over..

wat's next? wat's next? wat's next?

mMm...

2004-09-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

tml is p3 submission..

//baby thinking...

//baby lost...

//baby wonders...

//i lost

2004-09-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

cool............................................

BABY PASSED HER CLASS 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FIRST ATTEMPT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MuaahhHaHAHAhahHAHAHAAAaaaaaaaaaa

OoOoOOoOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.........

2004-09-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

wat to blog.. hmm.. yeah.. wat to blog.. so sianz.. well well.. long time nv update here.. haa!

well.. erm... had a great day 2dae!!! y??!?!?!? *is a secret* kekeke

aya, tis week gonna be a hectic week.. gosh.. anw pple i juz discharged.. hahaha.. had a bad bad food poisoning.. stucked @ hosp.. well.. BAD experience!! n im gonna stop eatin MY FAV COCKLES... how sad can i be?!??!?!? keke.. but yar..

gosh.. YUCKs dun tok abt it.. scary!! hahaha..

erm well.. tts abt it.. god bless all of u!
n us! love ya!

2004-09-18T14:09:00.000+08:00

thk god i'm still alive....

2004-09-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

so lazie 2dae... but kinda harwrkin.. hahaha.. in sch nw...

juz finished my poster.. waitin for another round of consultation

gonna start my final elevs liao... yep.. been havin consulation wif rosli man.. hahaha... AM I MAD?? hahaha.. well, all 2d gonna finish within 2 days! yep..

//thinking................

2004-09-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

ooOoOoOoo... people..... do tk care yeah...!!

//blog again soon... so lazie

2004-09-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

rest pple... rest well..

2004-09-09T13:53:00.000+08:00

well, was reading my maiLs in this particular folder......... gosh.. feelin real stress nw.. sigh...

A relationship starts off as a clear piece of
paper. A guy and a gal agree to write on that
piece of paper. When it starts, both are excited,
as it's their time working together.

They fill up the paper with the best of things
they can think of. Sometimes the guy writes more,
sometimes the gal writes more. Some people write
without thinking much, some writes after some
thought.

As the writing carries on, it gets more & more
tiring. The couples have to be motivated to keep
on writing. This is the commitment and
responsibility of a relationship. As long as the
urge to write continues, the writing will never
end. It will carry on paper after paper until
pen's ink run out. This is the eternal love till
deaths do us apart?

Some couples prefer to write together, some write
their own & combine the efforts. Neither side
should be the one only one writing; else ink may
get blocked for the party who writes non-stop.
Too tired?

The character of the person is like the
handwriting on the paper? Everyone has his or her
handwriting. It is very difficult to change one's
handwriting. Not impossible but it takes a lot of
time and hard work.

The outcome may not be desirable. It is also
difficult to imitate the handwritings of another
person. The most one can do is to be tidier or
many untidy in their handwritings. Sometimes, to
make the writing on the paper look more
presentable, it could be necessary for either
side to slightly alter the style of his/her
handwritings?

A mistake in love is like a smudge on the paper?
Whether purposely or accidently a smudge is a
smudge. No matter how well the writing has gone.
So far or how lovely is the content, a smudge
will leave a mark no matter how well you cover it
(eraser, liquid paper, etc..). Whether to keep on
writing will depend on the perception of the
couple. Whether they mind the content more or the
outlook of the piece of work more.

Worst case is when the paper is torn. It'll leave
a very ugly mark. Well, the decision lies with
the couple?

To break-off is to stop writing? Many reasons can
lead to this ending. One party could be the one
writing non-stop and really too tired to carry on
anymore. One party or both could be unsatisfied
with the content or really dislike what each
other is writing (it takes time to know the
writing style of someone, it could be halfway
through the paper before it is known). Or a
smudge exists and either one or both mind (depend
on their level of perfectionism). Or it could be
what they are writing and what they are
contradiciting each other. It can also be the
case where one party finds another partner to
write with?

Other analogies? Pen users are serious lovers.
Those who use pencil like to test things out
first. Some even write drafts with other people
(many timers). After a breakup, a photocopy of
writings so far is made and this is given to a
party while the other keeps the original (for
memories). Or it could be either or neither will
keep the writings. It could also be the original
work lies there waiting for the original writers
to be back.

A well-doned masterpiece could be bound into a
book and kept forever. Likewise in some cases, it
may be pieces of paper lying around. Different
people write different things and have different
outcomes. In the case of people going through
many relationships, it?s just like changing
partners to work with.

Some may write things according to the past
experiences or have new ideas. While writing, the
couples may change their pens. In a new
relationship, one party might mind that his or
her partner?s pen has been used by other people
before.

It also requires both parties to play their part
to keep the relationship forever lasting.

2004-09-08T05:52:00.000+08:00

sobz.. so stress nw.. wanted yo blog elsewhere but dwn.. well.. sup to wake up @ 3, but woke up at 5.15am.. so sorry seng.. anw dink u aslp liao..

gosh.. =( i wan to cry le.. haiz

tml is e day.. =(

haiz~~~

2004-09-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

cough cough~***

shit i kept coughin.. =( shdnt be eatin too much peanuts juz nw! argh... well, finally get to relax myself? keke.. went din wif jim' n god'.. haa.. yeah..

aft tt went to maple.. ha! finally they listened to mi.. keke.. n then my son n son-in law (cj n lihui) came along too.. yep.. great.. i love e music there.. my new hangout liao? keke..

well well.. i juz hope e'1 can b happie alrite?? smile...

picz of e day...

2004-09-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

i'm a "xing fu" baby.. forever a "xing fu" one.. i'm contented.. thks

2004-09-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! gonna drive ltr man!! hOoOoOooRrrrRrRaaaAaAayyYyYyYyy... muAhHaaHaahhha...

//hope my frenz allow mi to.. if not i sure sian.. keke.. * time TO PLAY!!! no more CAD fer awhile... -few hrs-

2004-09-02T11:20:00.000+08:00

ARGH... I CANT DINK!! I CANT DO ANY LAYOUTS NW...!!!!!!!!! MY BRAIN AINT WRKING!!!!! ARGH... IS KILLING ME!!!!!!

I WAN TO DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-01T19:55:00.000+08:00

lalalala//// i'm in scHoOoOL

2004-08-31T19:26:00.000+08:00

keke... i'm in sch nw.. not bad ahz.. keke... well.. check these piXx...

my sch wallpaper...

rac & baby...

2004-08-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

juz gt hm fr Tung Lok.. *burPz*

anw my IE gt prob.. cant email.. haiz..

2004-08-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

CHECK THIS OUT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm in e car.. keke..

baby's B-E-A-U-TI-FUL LEGs

baby n zhen..

2004-08-27T11:21:00.000+08:00

boring........

i wanna watch AVP!

//who wanna watch wif me? keke

2004-08-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

well pple.. juz gt hm fr gdns.. b4 tat i went drivin.. hahaha.. SO HAPPENING OK!

ok.. lets see.. how shd i start? haa.. i'm very confused nw.. cuz dunno how to start? keke..

well well... kk..

i was drivin lar yar.. all revisions nw.. hahaha.. then erm.. out to rd.. blah blah blah.. dunno wat hap.. i was doin my erm right turn.. suddenly there's tis taxi driver overtook me n showed some hand sign.. ha! well, i saw.. i heck la.. cuz taxi driver always bully "L Plate".. haa.. well. nvm.. initially was alrite.. then my instructor said, "did u see janice.. did u see?!" i could feel the "fire" surrounded him liao.. wahahha.. i said.. "YAR! FREAKING HELL!" haha.. n noe wat?! he asked mi chase tat freaking cab!! wahahha.. i was, "HUH!" "L PLATE" car leh... wahaha.. i was excited lar.. afterwhich i told my instructor.. "Ok, sit well man..!" wahahha.. i sped.. chase aft tat blardie cab la!! n i got him! we both on e startin line.. wahaha.. i mean e first vehicles la.. i was like.. "wow!! rally sua!! like erm.. i'm playin underground car comp...!" crap.. my instructor wind dwn his window..'" wat's ur prob!?" the sucker said," ur stud fail la.. cut my line.. followed by wat outline?!" wat the ****!? i was like huh! GREEN light... hahaha... i "ZOOM.." but my instructor still wanna scold him lar.. so i like slowed dwn? then e cab like action action sua! i feel like showin him tat finger n cut his lane lor!! wahahahha.. *freak rite?* i didnt la.. i scared ltr i kenna wat.. NO TP for mi.. wat sia.. for this PATHETIC CAB DRIVER!! wahahaha.. hell him lar.. aft tat my instructor wrote dwn his car plate n all la.. wahhaha... he told mi he ever gav pple summons lor.. wahaha.. ahem! my instructor used to be under TRAFFIC POLICe.. hahaha.. well well, he retired le la.. alrite.. fun rite?! 1st time i went chasin car lor.. furthermore i was being "FORCED." wahahaha.. *diao* shiok sia.. then yar.. drivin was ok la.. damn fun lor.. cant wait to drive.. wahahaha...

yar.. then wart else?? told my dad abt it.. he was like wah.. happenin ah? wahahaha.. keke.. fun fun..

k lar... enuff shit here...

here's my another petite pic i hav!!!

2004-08-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

well pple.. i'm freakin pissed yet happie nw! haha.. TML SUP' TO BE MY REVIEW! N NOE WAT?! I JUZ RECEIVED A MSG FR MY FREN SAYIN POSTPONED TO NXT WEEK?!?!?! LIKE WAT E HEL?!?!?! ARGH..

N TML I HAV ANOTHER SUBM.. DAMN LA!!

2004-08-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

well well.. i juz gt hm not long..

sigh.. havin bad gastric nw.. sobz.. i wanna cry le..

anw.. thks whitty.. haha.. u tis mad pig.. reli surprised me ah..

well.. erm.. juz gt back my 1st pin-up review grade.. aww.. pretty alrite.. i din expect to get such a grade, i tot i'd juz fail.. ha.. well.. i gt a C

not bad rite? Highest juz a B.. hahaha.. heck.. comin thurs is my scheme pin up? madness la.. i reli hv lots to do.. i only had like 3hrs slp 2dae.. n amazingly i can survive till nw..

pic of e day... same... hahahaha.. i simply love this thingy tt i did:

2004-08-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired.. whole day p3.. can u imagine.. tis freakin prj is killin me.. hell! i nid a break..

here it is.. tis is wat i've done.. nice?

hai, muz get back to p3 again... *sobz*

2004-08-22T11:52:00.000+08:00

hello pple..

wheat: sigh.. i din get to wear my kimono// sobz.. e queue was freaking LONG! madness... how sad..

well.. aft tt we ate there.. feel much like an alien ah.. cuz yar.. weird lor.. e food was arite.. =\

aft tt went town.. took a cab.. freakin hell.. is like fr changi dwn to town? =\ well nvm la.. i dink by e time i waited for buz, i'll be late till i no nid to eat or wart liao..

went town n had my dinner.. yep.. ebi rice burger.. yummy* im very hungry nw.. sigh.. but yar... headache nw.. argh.. slpt real late last nite.. =\

aft tt shopping n back to my KTV! haaz.. madness ay.. fri ktv, sat ktv.. i dink sun, which is 2dae also goin.. but damn p3 is stopppin me somehow.. sigh..

well yar... aft tt session.. got hm n tok to vernon.. well hmm.. tk care... yar..

here i am on e sunday mornin.. blog.. sigh.. gonna do p3 liao.. =(

see ya..

just a lonely baby pig here..

my nails...

2004-08-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

lalala... heez...

i'm mad..in sch.. goin off soon le..

i love YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-20T10:52:00.000+08:00

well.. i dink i'm tokin nonsenses here lar.. kinda erm... lazie to blog here anymore?

yeah...

well.. *secrets**secret-diary*

keke.. im mad lar

2004-08-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

Can you see what I see?
No I don’t think you can
I see images of nothing
and I attempt to make that
nothingness mean something
As hard as I try there is
still nothing and that nothing
is meaningless
I am somewhere else now, outside
I am surrounded by people and
the sky. I see the people and the
blueness of the sky
but still nothing has changed
Everything remains the same
I am still alone
------------------------------
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.

2004-08-18T15:44:00.000+08:00

jus finished my layout.. cool isnt it? well.. like it alots.. phew~!

well..gonna shower n goin out liao.. zzz.. pretty tired..

tk care all.....

2004-08-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

tis blog of mine here is all abt happiness????

//hiding @......................

2004-08-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

juz upload a song to my blog.. cool.. well my fren juz sms-ed mi.. sigh.. tellin mi how sad he is n all.. sigh.. if only i can hav special power.. i'll mk a whole world as happi as ever...

well.. no worries.. i'll see u tml..

catchin my mark live @4pm ltr.. cristel is swimming ltr too.. well, she's my fren.. but din contact each other ever since i left e tuition ctr.. which erm.. lyk 3yrs back?

well.. see... times reli flies.. beginning to lose interest in e'thing oreadi... =(

//strike me or juz kill me

2004-08-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

oh gawd.. im at hm doin my model... din slp ever since yest.. sigh.. nw im feelin sick.. took a nap juz nw.. woke up puked.. sigh~ here i am to blog.. hmm.. k..

cont' elsewher~

2004-08-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

i'm in school now.. doin model.. not many pple in studio.. in fact i dink i'm alone? well, yar..

kinda bored so decided to blog.. past few daes had been pretty bz? i guessed so.. so many things hap again.. sigh.. my frenz' probs.. lotsa.. n myself too.. gawd.. =( feel reli sad abt all these.. just hope i can hav sth to cheer me up.. perhaps venz sorrrrbeeet? well yar.. mayb goin there soon.. yep.. thinking.....*

hmm thinkin wart to blog.. juz nw havin p3.. consultation yar.. rosli said not bad fer my wrks.. hav e capabilty to produce even better wrks? well, if only i hav energy n i'm not sick i guessed.. dunno wat's wif me nwades.. becomin a baby "merlion"? uh huh.. sounds petite farnie n kornie here.. ha! well well.. wadda heck.. die soon or accident? ha! bleahz.. interesting rite pple? fwahz..

***erased my memory is my last resort...

hmm.. yar.. i dink hungry ghost festival started.. omg.. scary month aye.. ha..

well well.. wart else? oh oh.. sigh.. wart i wanna sae? =\

to be continue else where.......

2004-08-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

bleu.. bleu..

juz finished my hw.. gonna slp nw.. sigh.. feelin real sick.. =(

i'll blog soon..

2004-08-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

to _ _ _ _ _ _ : mambo nite - i lied... =(

-c h e a t e d-

-sobz-

2004-08-13T13:27:00.000+08:00

"i'm a baby pig..
a pig tats always oinks like a baby..

i'm a princess..
a princess who always says herself is a baby pig.."

god.. my fren is mad.. he sms-ed me this.. huh? clueless.. dunno wat's all these..

yar... dunno.. im so bored.. goin out soon... burtz.. dunno where.. sigh~

//lazie to upload pic... heez..

vernon: sorrie, cant go out wif u again..

2004-08-13T08:49:00.000+08:00

oOo.. gd morning... so lazie to blog~

k lar.. .dinkin wat i've been doin.. stupid... alrite..

mambo nite: nth much lor.. kinda borin.. yeah.. meanwhile im oso waiting for a fren of mine.. he kept wantin to mit so erm.. yar.. noe he's a regular there so yar.. so might as well mit him lor.. waited fer like 1130 then he reached i dink.. haha.. well.. he's still e same!!! but fag lar.. wadda hell.. whole world is fagging nw.. all my frenz FAG can! im telling u guys, i'll die b4 u man! hahaha.. aite, he drives too... blardie shit? keke.. no la.. kidding.. i hope i can get my stupid lic soon too..

yesterday: wat did i do? oh! i went back sch.. yar.. haha.. met up wif seng lar.. to tk vcds.. keke.. n oso my dearest fren? rachel! haha.. we gossip again.. well yar.. GaLs.. =P k lar.. i went back sch n collect some of my wrks back... hmm yeah... then back hm.. then to driving.. aft tt sup to mit a fren but my dad came n fetch mi so yar.. too bad.. haha..
oh got a date!? haha.. but.. haha.. dunno... *considering* dunno lar..

here i am on Friday e thirteen?! *yawn* dunno wart else to blog lar.. so lazie... haha.. k lar... to be cont..

2004-08-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

i love F.I.R - Ni De Wei Xiao...

SO NICE!!!!!!!!! hahahaha..

great.. woke up tis mornin at erm... 7am?? ahaha.. then did tis stupid blog.. yar~ aft tt b'fast? not reli la.. bgt a harshybrown... then to thomson plaza.. haha.. 2dae my baby zac is tkg his third last injection...

n noe wat! e most amazing thingy was... tis lil baby puked his milk on my SHIRT!!! n pants lar... wadda hell!! haahah... is like erm... SO SMELLY?!?!?! hahaha

ok la.. then yar... aft e'thing we went to swensen... haha... so full aft tat... then to NTUC.. followed by erm.... SHOPPING!! wahahhaa.. GUCCI STUFFS!! GREAT!!! LOVE MY MOM!! hehehe..

well aft tat back hm... slacked a bit.. n watched my Initial D.. damn.. i finished all can! FREAK!!! i wan my part 2.. beggin ah seng.. hahah.. yar.. juz finished.. nw listenin to F.I.R n chattin... SHIOK!!

well goin drivin ltr.. woohoo... finally!!! aft tat MAMBO NITE!! GREAT!! wahahhaha... im mad.. is been so long tt i erm.... went to CLUBBING!?!?!? haha... madness.. but gotto be hm early i guess... midnite charge??? sigh.. ah heck! hahaha..

hmm.. now erm... gotto slack awhile more then shower i guess.. n choose clothes... *vain* i noe.. GALS wart! n gonna carry my new ROXY HANDBAG!! wahahahha.. nice cooL!! juz bgt it few days ago... hahahah.. lalala...

ok la.... i'll back bloggin here again n gonna upload some pix here yeah?!?!?

muackz

p/s: my dearest pigs.. i love u all lots... reli... love ya!

2004-08-11T07:47:00.000+08:00

BABY IS BACK!!!

HAHAHA... i'm mad!! i nearly forgot how to do a proper blog.. took mi like erm.... 15mins to recall... how to do ah? luk at my dmw dinkin ay.... wats all these nonsense~~!!! *gawd*

well.. in e end i nv moved lar.. wahaha.. had a long break! well, THAT'S LIFE!

keke..

brb.. i dink i still nid to do some adjustments.. no //links page.. hahaha...

[ I'M DAMN LAZIE TO DO THIS LIAO LA... MAYBE LTR.. cOoOoOL... IS TOILET TIME!!! ]

2004-07-22T12:22:00.000+08:00

I'M A HAPPY GIRL!!!

I LOVE MY HUBBIE!! I LOVE MY SON!! I LOVE MY FAMILY!!

HAPPY FAMILY... =D

pictures:

2004-07-20T15:22:00.000+08:00

blue.. so blue.. days passed.. many days passed.. hours.. mins.. secs.. they passed so quickly.. but wat hav i done? wat? i dunno.. my fren juz told mi i've changed ever since sem started.. changed to more quieter, worried.. i was liked.. "did i?" i've been thinkin.. "maybe, i guess.." but y? i cant dink of any reasons.. nw i dink i did.. whenever i go to sch.. i'll be happie.. cuz i can see him.. i dunno..i dink he's reli part of my life juz like tat.. he had juz simply planted in my life.. yes.. is it a gd thing? or another way round? *thinking...
where's e janice? where's e crazie, cheerful, optimistic gal? where? e soul had disappeared.. will nv find her back oreadi.. i hope i can be strong.. i'll nv be.. cuz i nv a strong gal..
i reli hate to show a happie, strong, brave front alreadi.. is so tiring.. i'm so scared.. fear.. i've becomin more n more timid.. sigh.. janice is lost... who am i? who can tell me wat kind of gal am i now? sobz.. i dunno..
am i good? am i bad? sigh.. prolly bad.. if is good, i wldnt be feel tis way alreadi.. why?

why? why? why?

wat's wrong wif janice? sobz..
i hate to cry.. tears flowin inside yet not outside.. is so.. sobz..

im happie nw too cuz we r still 2gether.. yes.. i noe i love him.. yes..

to be cont......

2004-07-18T12:42:00.000+08:00

sad... so sad.. haiz..
wat happened to me? wat happened?

sigh*

so weird... im so not happie.. is alwayz like tat.. y u love someone n dun wanna pple to noe? strange.. i feel im like haiz...

fine..

2004-07-18T01:28:00.000+08:00

sobz.. will nv be a gd person to.. will nv be..

i'm not...

sobz..

i;m not a gd gf...

i'm not..

sobz..

bye.......
leavin for some air.............. -gone & will nv be back again-
nw i noe y u dun wan to change ya status.. nw i noe.... u dun wan pple to noe u r seein a bad gal..... yes.. i noe... im silly.........................................

2004-07-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

does anyone care?

2004-07-17T10:22:00.000+08:00

juz woke up.. haven been reli slpin.. so tired.. yeah.. well.. well..

ahh.. too many things in mind tat i've been feelin so insecured..

yes.. reli..

hai.. nvm..

ltr goin to mit dan to collect my file..

eve goin to watch NIE ndp.. yep.. sigh...

where's my assurance?

- was readin a fren's blog.. well, it was a total crap!!! anyhow i still dink tat wilson n her... juz a perfect couple..... AFTERALL...

2004-07-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

i hate bitches la can!! they suck.. damn

was quarellin wif dear juz nw.. but nw ook le.. haha.. so funny de.. well ya..

went drivin juz nw.. was pourin.. so scary.. e roads so slippery.. but well, passsed 2 subjs.. ooh.. i left 2 subj for my stage 3 liow.. yeah.. im so gan cheong.. im mad i noe..

tml drivin again.. yeah

2004-07-13T16:50:00.000+08:00

bored.. reli bored... n so???? does anyone care???

NO!

sianz.. sucks.. sianz..

sianz..

sianz..

u suck e most!

2004-07-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder:
y a gf muz be so gd to her bf but not e other way round?
y muz gf listens to her bf n not e other way round?
y muz he be a MCP?
y guys r MCP?
pride more impt.?
wats gf means to them?!!!

juz some plain stupid Qs which i dink 10% of guys will not do tat.. 90% will do wat i've stated e abve..

i'm reli disappointed again.. once again.. i dunno e him..

bye.. off to breathe in fresh air.. - rather than stayin at hm & yet receivin some "LECTURES" from someone... is so tiring... i'm like a pet tho..

( mayb to him im juz ? juz a temp living object to ?.. nobody noes we r back 2gether again? only my heart noes.. only IM PROUD TO LET PPLE NOE.. but not him.. ya.. maybe he has other............... fine~ )

so wat if im happie??? if tks 2 hands to clap...

will nv hav my old life again.. i noe i muz move on.. no surprises.. no nth.. juz plain stuffs.. juz plain oreo stuffs.. sigh

2004-07-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

juz finished doin my animations.. hahaha.. yeah!!

oh man.. im reli old liow.. 2dae sup to mit my pigs fer dinner.. but i 4got!! ended up at my granny's plc.. hahaha.. it was my granny's dae tho.. ya..

sorry pigs.. =
yeah.. alrite.. gtg... so sianz..

2004-07-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

juz finished doin my blog!!!!!

COOL!!!!!!!!!! e animation kinda big rite? wahaha.. but i gtg nw la!! change again ltr!!

dear: muackz!!

2004-07-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

juz gt hm fr ALLEY.. GREAT man.. haha.. had so much fun wif my gdie frenz.. keke.. gossip n stuffs..

well, tokin on e phone wif dear nw.. keke

n wat! lotsa pics to UPLOAD!! gonna change layout soon!!! to let u all view.. view all my xing fu pics

2004-07-10T18:27:00.000+08:00

lalalala... at wilson's hse nw.. hahaha
juz had dinner.. early ay.. 6.30!!! 1st time my dinner so early..
yeah..

well.. 4got to blog abt sth.. erm.. i BGT NEEW FLIP FLOPS!!!!!!!!!!!! same design as my PINK TEVA but erm.. NW I BGT E RED TEVA!!!!!!!!!!! bght it fr my dear pig's shop.. hehehe..

nw im very full.. cant wait to go ALLEY's BAr ltr.. ahhahaha!!

im mad!!

gtg

2004-07-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

gaga, juz woke up!! damn!! gonna shower n go fer drivin liow!!

last nite gt hm at erm.. goin 2am.. .went ktv.. haha.. so fun.. love ya pig!

oh 2nite goin alley bar.. shiok.. love tt plc.. e ambience n e'thing... yummie!!!

alrite.. tts all i guess.. keke..

love ya, wilson.. *muackz*

2004-07-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

was readin a blog juz nw.. well.. tot a lot.. sigh* it was abt a simplicity vs style.. ya.. how nice?!

sigh.. im in sch.. doin nth? ya.. doin nth.. sigh*

i miss e'thing.. yes.. i love u.. sigh.. wat can i do? im so scared... reli scared..

-will owaiz be lovin u-

well, was readin my old blogs.. im alone in e lab nw.. ah.. so shiok tho.. keke.. listenin to my musics.. how NICE!
kk, back to wat i wanna sae.. yep.. hmm.. i tot of my past.. sigh.. i dunno wat to sae oso.. is my blog.. ah.. stop man

2004-07-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

yeah... im mad.. dunno y im so happie nw..

thks.. =)

well, gonna change my layout soon.. heehe.. im mad.. kept changin my layouts.. tml helpin samanthA to do hers too.. kekeke.. yeah. .so many to do? well no la..

ahh.. gonna get goin wif my iad3 liow man.. haha.. been slacking.. well.. ya.. gtg n slp... tml is a FRIDAY!! COOL!!! gonna chill chill chill.. keke..

ahh.. finally my weekends.. keke..

dream: IM DESPERATE FER MY CLASS 3... man!!!

2004-07-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

if he's happie.. i'll be happie..

love ya always.. =)
i'll be waiting..

2004-07-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

left alone.. clueless..

help..

somebody juz save me

2004-07-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

i miss u..

2004-07-07T15:55:00.000+08:00

still be waiting for u...

jaryl: thks.. well.. sigh.. =)

2004-07-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

i'm sad

2004-07-05T11:29:00.000+08:00

well, juz changed my layout in sch..

kinda bored.. sigh

MEMORIES? sigh.. yes..

SobZz

2004-07-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

lalalala... my sch cad lab has CHANGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHHAHAH

WIN XP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

oooo... so bored... sigh*

2004-07-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

sick
sick
sick

keke.. i miss driving.. i hate sch wrks!! i love FRIDAY! i love dancing.. i love hip hoppiez!

i wan to cut my hair!

i'm MAD

2004-06-27T13:30:00.000+08:00

miss u.. kiss u..

love u dear.. -u noe who u r-

2004-06-27T11:47:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUT!!! I LOVE THIS A LOT!!! CUZ IS A SURFBABE! KEKE... IS IT??

AHH.. IM SO BORED.. SCH REOPEN OREADI.. HAPPIE YET STRESS..

TML GOIN SITE VISITING LIOW.. HAIZ,, DINKIN WAT TO DO..

THINKING... THINKING... THINKING...

HMM.. gonna eat soon i guess.. ltr gonna do my wrks liow.. yeah.. lotsa to update.. but IM JUZ PRACTICALLY A LAZIE BUMMIE BUM HERE.. so.. ya~~~~~~

bleah..

love U